She had always been one of those women; content and reserved with her life. Today, however, she thinks to herself:

“What if I allowed myself to explore things I missed out on?” 

With eyes closed and mind drifting back into a time where she felt safe, she remembers Chase.

Sliding down into the chair, the tension from her back releases, going down between her thighs. She sighs and drifts back into place after taking off her shorts. 

Thinking back to that first kiss with Chase, having those soft lips, she lets out a deep, quiet moan as her hands head towards her waist.

Biting her bottom lip, the legs spread open as they dangle from the chair; she continues to remember a summer afternoon in a private field, naked with Chase. She remembers how vulnerable and yet comfortable her body felt with Chase.  

What is Chase doing now, she thought. Last I heard, she got married.

Still, she wondered, “Was she turned on like me?” as she caresses her nipple in response to Chase. 

She wishes they never had gotten into that fight in high school on the last day. Normally a fight like that would end with more understanding, but Chase no longer came around after that day.

She now feels how wet is she.

With her fingers gliding across the clit, she’s tempted to call Chase and see if she really was thinking about her; more so, if Chase was touching herself in the same way.

She holds her finger over her clit for a few seconds and decides she’s going to make that call and stretches to reach the phone while not losing her spot.

The phone rings three times, then she hears “Hello?” Chase knew it was her.

With silence on the phone, Chase whispers, “Are you ready?”

She nods in silence while biting her lip; she whispers a simple yes as Chase quietly describes what she remembers of her body.

With Chase as the narrator, she guides her to bed and tells her to to get naked.

Now, eagerly fingering herself and moaning heavily for this overdue moment with Chase. 

As she is nearing climax, Chase whispers “I will never forget the way you taste, my love” and then hangs up the phone.

She cums hard and all over her chair. Tears of happiness and sadness fall onto her cheek.

She puts on her shorts, cleans her chair and exhales…

Perhaps in another lifetime.